a thousand words come out
yet a blank page speaks louder
then everything you've ever said
turns to dust in my head
clouded with morally trying scenes
tension builds behind the eyelids
swollen to the point of being unable to cry
i bid thee goodbye i bid thee goodbye
set fire to the grapevine
sew your mouth shut
don't fret life will move on
without my imposition
unwillingly caught in between two extremes both involving peace
i am aware of the choices i've made but there's nobody who can relate
i am aware of the choices i'll make but there's nobody who can relate
so i bid thee goodbye
set fire to the grapevine
sew your mouth shut
don't fret life will move on
without my imposition
can i stay without kicking myself
can i stay without harming someone else
can i stay without killing myself
can i stay without disappointing someone else
can i stay the night baby
the beginning is the hardest part for me to start
may my heart be tender
the endings where i'd rather be
another stupid song i could sing about you
may my lack of a voice be heard
oh give me some more
straight to the core
i know i'm a bore
maybe you should just whore around so you can get yours
cause you won't get it from me
no you won't get it from me
the timing was off and you had to leave
i fukked up/bursted at the seams
the days went on passing me by
the days went on left me out to die
at the present moment excruciating pain abides in my body
eternally wrapped in a gift that i never could have wanted
may my lack of a voice be heard
may these breed a sore in your dead soul and your mind
oh give me some more
straight to the core
maybe you should just whore around so you can get yours
cause you won't get it from me
no you won't get it from me
the timing was off and you had to leave
i fukked up/bursted at the seams
the days went on passing me by
the days went on left me out to die
the timing was off and i made you leave
i fukked up so typically
almost asleep, almost free
almost asleep, almost free
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Two songs written, performed, and recorded by Jeremy Ray.
Modular synths sparkle amidst piano, vibes, and other organic instruments stringing together constellations of sound. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 22, 2023